Chapter 2: The bird in the pine
James Phelps was bored. He was
sitting on his usual seat in the class room close to the window. But his focus
was not on the black board and certainly not on his teacher, the ever talking
Ms. Twinch. Or Tweetie, as all the kids called her for obvious reasons. Instead
he was focusing on what was going on outside the window. Actually, nothing much
was going on out there on the school lawn, but even a bird singing from a tree
top was more interesting than listening to Tweeties tweets.
It was one of the most beautiful
birds he had ever seen: black with a white tail feather and a beaming yellow
beak. It was sitting at the very top of a huge pine like the angel on top of a Christmas
tree, though Christmas was long gone. It was mid June and there were only a few
weeks to summer break, something James was very much looking forward to. He
just couldn´t wait to get to the end of the last day of the semester and go
home to pack his bags. And then it would be off to Bath . The Phelps family wasn´t exactly a poor
family, but they could not afford expensive vacations. James knew his parents felt
they should be able to give him and his sisters a better holiday and they were
constantly excusing this fact to their children. Especially his mum. And though
going there every year as long as he could remember was getting a bit tedious,
it was far better than going to some exotic beach paradise. At least he thought
so. Besides, there wasn´t much he could do about it and he didn´t want to let
his parents know how he felt. They really did the best they could.
Another bird flew up to the top
of the pine and the first bird stepped to the side as if it was welcoming a
guest to its kingdom. It even seemed to nod its head, just like a real person
saying hello without using words. James smiled. It was amazing how sometimes
animals seem to copy human behaviour.
The janitor was mowing the lawn
with a huge garden tractor. He had his thermos on one side and a box from the
local bakery on the other. With one hand on the steering wheel the janitor
managed to drive the tractor while munching loads of sweet bread. Every now and
then he put the bread in the bakery box and went for coffee. For this he had to
use both hands to open the thermos and pour its contents in his metal mug while
driving the tractor with his legs. There
is a solution to every challenge, if you really want to find it, James
thought to himself with a smile on his face.
“What is so funny, James?” Ms.
Twinch was looking at him with frowning eye brows, but he didn´t notice. His
smile had already disappeared and he was staring at the birds in the pine. There
were at least 5 of them now and they were all sitting on the same branch
looking his way. It looked as if they were starring back at him. This was
peculiar enough in itself, but what really puzzled him was that he was almost
sure they had just nodded a hello to him - in unison? No, that can´t be, he thought, I
must have imagined it. The birds shook their heads, again in unison, as if
to say: No, what you saw is real, but don´t tell your teacher...
“James Phelps! Please pay
attention in class!” Tweetie sounded quite annoyed and he´d better start
focusing on school work, so he turned his head and looked at her. “Yes, Ms.
Twinch, I´m sorry. I was drifting.”
“Yes, you were, but not
anymore, you hear?” she said.
***
Out in the school yard, James was
walking with his two best friends, Mikael and Jenny. They had brought their
lunch with them and sat down by the pine. Jenny opened a green lunch box and
offered them all cake. She always brought cake to school, even though they
weren´t supposed to with the school having a food policy against any kind of
sugar. But as long as they stayed out of sight from the principal´s office at
the second floor, they should be all right. At least they hadn´t been caught
ever. As the three of them enjoyed a mouthful of heaven in the warmth of the
sun, Jenny broke the silence with the question, James had expected.
“What were you looking at,
James?” she mumbled through chocolate chips and frosting, “Just now in class?
What was it?”
Can´t tell them about the nodding, James
thought before answering.
“Nothing much,” he said with eyes
focusing on the grass, “Just some black birds sitting in the pine.”
Of course, Jenny knew him better
than that. He couldn´t fool her.
“Yeah, right...” she laughed,
“and Tweetie is my favorite teacher.” The irritation in her voice made him lift
his head and he looked her in the eyes.
“You were looking at something
much more than a few birds. I could see it in your face. You had one of those
strange experiences again, didn´t you?”
James twitched his mouth. He knew,
there was no way he could get around it.
“Yeah...” he sighed, “But if I
tell you, you better not laugh this time, all right?”
They both smiled.
“Hey,” Mikael said spreading out
his arms and looking as if he had just been accused of stealing cookies, “It´s
us.”
“Yeah, that´s what I´m saying. When
I told you abot the cat, you slapped your thighs red and rolled on the floor
laughing.”
“What did you expect?” Mikael
said leaning forward and looking at him through the top of his eyes, “A cat
singing serenades at your window isn´t exactly something you see every day. It
was hilarious! I thought you were joking…”
“Well, I wasn´t! It really
happened and so did the thing with the birds today!”
“What thing,” Jenny asked, “You
haven´t told us yet.” And so he told them about the black birds nodding hello
and the connection he´d felt with them.
“It was as if they somehow spoke
inside my head,” he tried to explain, “as if they had minds.. and their minds
sort of.. I don´t know.. melted with mine?”
There was a tense silence as they
looked at him as if he had just come out of a madhouse.
“So...” Jenny started, “You kind
of.. connected through... I don´t know... like a kind of telepathy thing?”
He shook his head.
“No, it was more like.. I just
knew what they knew. I didn´t exactly hear a voice. I just felt and knew
what... well, I suppose what ‘they’ did? I even got the scent of the pine. And
I wasn´t anywhere near it. I was sitting in class.. behind a window!”
James looked at them half
expecting them to begin laughing any time soon, but they didn´t. They just sat
there, looking at him with their heads tilted to one side, listening to what he
had to say. The silence was creepy and he felt like it was approaching him from
all sides, squeezing him into a closet of silence and darkness. After a while,
he couldn´t take it anymore.
“Look, I know this is all strange
and stupid... crazy even, but...”
He paused, giving Mikael the idea
that this was a time for jokes.
“You forgot ‘insane’ and
‘delirious...’” he began, but stopped as Jenny punched him in the side with her
elbow.
“Auch!”
He was about to protest, but then
got the message.
“Sorry, didn´t mean it like
that... go on?”
“Well, I don´t know what´s going
on... But I know I´m not imagining all of this. I really do have some kind of
connection with animals and I can´t explain it. I just know it´s real....” He
paused for a bit, checking their reaction, and then continued.
“I just know it is, okay?”
***
“Hi, Jim! How was school today?”
Katherine Phelps was baking in
the kitchen as he entered and sat down by the kitchen table.
“Fine,” he answered absently. She
had just pulled some of her fabulous home baked bread out of the oven and began
slicing a couple of pieces.
“If you get some spread in the
cupboard, we could have a head start on the bread. And some coffee, if you
want?”
He got up and went to the
cupboard while his mother finished slicing and brought the bread to the table.
They often did this the moment he came home from school. It was one of his
favorite things. His mum worked as a cleaning lady early in the morning, so she
was off work by noon. His two younger sisters were autistic and went to another
school and his dad usually worked till late afternoon, so this was the only
time during the day when everything was calm. ‘Normal hour’ he and his mother usually
called it.
“So,” she said cheerfully, “Want
to tell me about your day?”
“Nothing much to tell,” he
shrugged, “Tweetie was a bit annoyed with me, because I was drifting.”
“James Phelps!” she corrected
him, using both his Christian name and his surname.
“Sorry, mum. Ms. Twinch was angry
with me, because I wasn´t paying attention in class. She was right, though,
´cause I really wasn´t.”
“Why not?”
This was one of the reasons why
his mother was the best. She didn´t get angry as many of the other mums he
knew. As long as he knew he was wrong and took responsibility to correct his
mistakes, she would let it rest.
“I don´t know,” he answered
reluctantly, “I saw some birds in the pine tree outside and just... I don´t
know... I just sort of drifted...”
She leaned back in the chair and
sipped from her coffee mug with a frown on her face as James continued.
“Mum?” he asked, “Have you...? Am
I...? Am I different than the other kids?” She fought back her tears as she
tryed answering his question without revealing too much.
“Of course you´re not different,
Jim. Why do you think that?”
He let down his eyes looking at
the floor.
“I don´t know, mum. Sometimes I
just feel different. Like I´m in the wrong place and don´t fit in.”
He looked up again and into his
mother´s eyes.
“I love my family, but sometimes
I feel as if I belong somewhere else than here.”
She leaned forward and taking his
hands in hers she looked him assuringly in his eyes.
“Jim, you belong here with us. We
love you. We are your family.”
He didn´t say anything, but his
smile convinced her she had managed easing his worries. Little did she know
that he had seen more in her eyes than she wanted him to. He knew, she was
telling the truth as she saw it. That they were his family, that they loved him
and that because of that love, she felt he belonged with them. But deep inside
her soul, something else had emerged. It had shined through her eyes though she
had done everything she could to hide it from him. He had no doubt in his mind
that he was loved, but he also understood that she was trying to hide something
from him. Something important. And he intended to figure out what it was.
It had to wait, though. After
all, he loved her and he didn´t want to alarm her. “Thanks, mum... Maybe I´m
just over thinking things...?”
A honking outside broke the moment
and they both went out to greet his sisters...
***
That evening, James had trouble
falling asleep. He was lying in his bed with his hands under his head as a
pillow listening to his mum and dad downstairs. They were arguing. Not angrily
and not with shouting and screaming, but they were definitely disagreeing on
something. Something important. Something about him.
“We have to tell him, Henry,” he
heard his mum pleading his dad, “He´s got a right to know.”
“I know, Kate, I just don´t think
this is the right time.”
“When is the right time, Henry?
He´s not a toddler anymore, you know.”
“Look, Kate, can´t it wait for a
bit longer? At least till after Bath ?
That way, we can...”
His dad suddenly stopped talking
and then there was the sound of foot steps up the stairs. James jumped out of
bed, turned off the lights and jumped back in bed just in time before his dad
showed as a shadow in the hall way. James had turned to the side facing the
wall pretending to be fast asleep as his dad carefully shut the door to his
room.
After that he couldn´t quite make
out what his parents were saying downstairs. They only whispered now. But he
knew more than ever before that there was something they hadn´t told him. And
he had to find out what.
***
The school bell rang and all the
kids were cheering. This was the moment they had all been waiting for. Holiday ! On top of everything else, the sun was shining
and there wasn´t a cloud in sight as the three of them ran down the stairs in
front of the school. Mikael had his hands wildly waving above his head
screaming.
“Yaaaaaaay! Free! I´m free at
last! No more torture! The number one menace to society has escaped! I will
wreck havoc upon this earth! Freeeeedoooomm!”
That last ‘freedom’ he growled
like the devil´s lap dog and twisted his face in the most hideous grimace.
Jenny and James smiled and shook their heads.
“You´re crazy, you know,” Jenny
called to Mike, who bowed deeply in response.
“Thank you, M’Lady,” he said with
a posh London
accent, “I am most grateful for your analysis of my mental state and you shall
forever have my utmost gratitude.”
Then he returned to as normal as
could be expected of him and returned to her side with his elbow raised as an
invitation for her to hold his arm like an old couple from the past century.
She smiled and accepted the invitation and the three of them walked arm by arm,
Jenny in the middle with the two boys on both sides of her.
“So,” Jenny said, “where are you
both going this summer?”
“Same as always,” Mike shrugged,
“absolutely nowhere. I have a signed and stamped contract with my bed, my
armchair, my TV and of course my loved ones.”
He placed his hand over his heart
and sighed. Jenny shortly looked surprised, but then she got it.
“Oh, you mean...” she looked at
Mike and they both ended the sentence together: “The Playstation and the iPad!”
and then they all laughed.
“We are going to Denmark this
year. My parents rented a house on an Island
they say has Viking history, but no one knows much about it,” Jenny told them.
“Wauw!” Mike cheered, “Are you
going to Legoland as well?”
Jenny smiled and drew them both closer.
“That´s what I love about you
guys,” she said, “Never an ounce of envy, because my parents have money.”
Then she turned her head to Mike.
“I don´t think we´re going to Legoland, though. My mum wants this to be a quiet
vacation teaching us to be humble and reminding us how lucky we are to have
means...” Mike and Jim concurred her: “while kids all over the world are
starving!” and Mike continued: “Yeah, we´ve heard that track before.”
They walked silently for a while
thinking about it and then Jenny said: “Well, she´s right...” Again a short
silence, before she turned to Mike.
“What about you? What are you doing
this year?”
“Bath ,” he answered, “as usual.”
“Aren´t you getting tired of
going to Bath every year?” she asked. Mike´s face went sad. How could she ask that? She knew how he felt
about Bath ?
“Well,” he hesitated, “I suppose...
but my parents can´t afford anything else, so... it´s okay.”
Jenny looked straight ahead with
an awry smile as if she was talking to the air in front of her.
“Wouldn´t you both like to go
somewhere else this year?” she asked. The two boys stopped at the same time and
let go of their friend. They looked reproachfully at her. But before any of
them got to say anything she put her arm in theirs and dragged them further
down the road.
“Jim, you´re not going to Bath this year!” she
declared.
“Yes, I am,” he said in a puzzled
voice.
“Nope,” she insisted, “and you´ll
not be spending your summer playing games, Mike!”
He looked evenly puzzled.
“I´m not?” he said.
Then Jenny stopped for a while and
looked from one to the other.
“Boys,” she continued, “you´re
coming with me to Denmark ,
to Hjarnes Island this year.”
None of them could speak. This
was just too weird. Jenny, however, was everything but speachless. Her eyes
were sparkling and she obviously enjoyed the moment to its full potential.
“My parents spoke to your parents
and they have all agreed that you two are coming with me and my parents to
Hjarne’s Island ! Isn´t that great?”
Jim didn´t quite understand was
she was saying. He couldn´t see his parents agreeing to accept such a gift and
he knew for sure they couldn´t afford it. “But...” he began, but Jenny cut him
off.
“I know what you´re thinking, Jim,
but it really isn´t a big deal. We are driving there anyway and since our
tickets with the boat covers a car with up to 6 people there is no additional
cost for any of you.”
“But food cost money as well,” Mike
said. Then he had a dreadful thought and his face changed to a strange look.
“We are going to eat on the trip,
aren´t we? I mean... it´s not one of those health guru kind of things, is it?” he
asked.
Jenny laughed. “No, Mike, you can
take it easy. My mum got past that last year. We´ll be eating perfectly normal
food.”
Jim looked at Mike. Mike looked
back at Jim. That´s when they realized both of their summer vacations had just reached
to a much higher level than any of them could have hoped for. They both
breathed in deep and while their eyes lit up along with their smiles the sound
of joyful cheering spread out to entire neighborhood.
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